Well ladies it has beennn foreveer since I have been on here but when I last was on it was vDAY... yes i went to NC to visit mark and it was great and just about three weeks ago he sent me a dozen roses and a bear and a very sweet letter and the next day he calls and says you dont have a finacee anymore and that was it!
To this day I still dont know the whole story. He says it is too had being away and he cant deal with it and blah blah... We havent really talked much. It was soo hard at first i was a mess but I got better and realized that if he can get down on one knee and say the stuff he did and promised me all this stuff then ust dropp me like this.. i am better then that. apprently he called his sister saying how mush he misses me and wishes he didnt join so we could be togetehr but to me... I did it. I was there for him through boot and mct and everything... dealt with hi family problems all for him and now look.
But I am focusing on school and i even went to talk to his recruiter about joining. School isnt working out for me... I am getting kicked out of education program cuz i have a 2.94 and ot a 3.0.... ughhhh so I am sill thinking about it... have been running alot and getting in shape.. feel alot better now tho then i did.
I want to thank you girls for everything and keeping me strong and i would love o just kep in touch. You ladies are amazig... might take me like a year to catch up but miss yas...
Hope everyone is doing well...