so it seems like forever since i have been one. and im sure some of you wont even remember me. lol. well i was dating a Marine named Tristian, but about four months ago he started acting weird. around the same time he found out when he was to be deployed. so we went on a brake to try and work things out, but things only got worse. i felt like i lost everything. my best friend, my love, my everything.
its been four months and i feel like i have finally moved on im seeing someone who really does treat me good, but most of all im smiling again. so why am i writing?
well i just found out Tristian who is twenty is dating a sixteen year old who has a nine month old baby. im not angry im not mad, but im feeling feelings of hurt, and im not even sure why. i feel what he is doing is wrong. alot has came outr since our brake up like i knew he popped pills in high school but he promised me he gave that all up, come to find out he never did. im left feeling like the man i knew is no longer the same man. but most of all i feel my love for him was just a joke to him.
so. i cant get this man off my mind, and i dont know why. im really doing well. and i really do just want him to be happy. i was sure i was over him. so why do i feel trhis way? i know i loved him deeply amd i know it takes time. but really after all that has happed i just wanted to move on and go our sepret ways. since thats what seemed best.
Any imput you ladies have would be great. you really helped me through our relationship. and honestly i didnt really feel like i could go to any one other than you guys. thanks for listing, and i hope all is well in your lifes.