Losing It... Help... :'(

I'm really in need of reassurances.  J and I have not been on the greatest of terms pending his recent attitude change, however, we were talking back and forth two weeks ago, trying to come to an understanding.  I got my last e-mail about two weeks ago.  I have written him since then and heard nothing.  It just seems strange to me, and of course, like an idiot, I am watching the news.  I'm terrified.  Figures... first major military offensive in years and it's while he is out there.

Trying to stay calm... but my piece of mind is dwindling. I'm so depressed. I'm just praying every second. ='(

Tbozz Tbozz
22-25, F
3 Responses Feb 14, 2010

Thanks, guys. I guess it's a matter of getting used to the intervals. I can deal with not hearing from him if I knew he was safe. The not knowing is mind blowingly hard...

it'll be ok. dont let your self jump to any bad conclusions. from what a lot of girls are saying it sounds like they cant really answer a lot right now. dont stress to much! we're all here for you. :)

stay strong girl, i know you can do it :) keep sending those emails too, he may not have time to respond but even if he just reads them they probably make him feel so much better