I Need Your Prayers!

I just got to talk to Paul.  He hasnt been able to talk in almost 10 days and I have been worried.  He got to wish me happy birthday the day after my birthday which was Sunday.  It was only a quick message that said happy bday and it said "Seriously, if I dont say it enough thank you for everything and tell everyone I love them."  Today he called.  He called 3x.  The phone kept cutting out.   He got my care package and he thanked me.  I could hear in his voice something was wrong.  I asked him if he was ok, he said yeah, Im ok.  I could tell he wasnt.  I didnt press but then he said honestly, its the worst Ive seen since 2006.  Im scared.  One of his guys went down yesterday and they dont know if he will make it.  The phone cut out again. 

Paul never says that he is scared.  I am so crazy right now.  I feel like I am going to throw up.  He couldnt tell me where he is.  I cant stop crying.  I dont know what to do.  I didnt even get to say bye, or that I missed him, or anything bc the phone kept cutting out.  I know he knows.  But I cant stop thinking the worst.  I had to leave work.  My stomach is in knots and I feel like I am going to faint.  Please ladies, please pray for him.   And if any of you have been here before... please tell me how to get through this.  I know I wont hear anything for days.  What in the world do I do? 

sittingwaitinwishin sittingwaitinwishin
22-25, F
4 Responses Feb 26, 2010

yea marines are the strongest and their women are even stronger

I'm doing my best. I am already starting to feel better, I just FREAK out so bad. I just have to know that he is gonna be fine. He just will be. Thank you girls so much. I really dont know what I would do without you ladies.

Thanks, I am trying. I am starting to realize just to not think about it, that is the only option. Know that he is incredible at his job and so are his brothers. The Marines are the best. I know I wont be able to block it out completely. But I am going to try.

you just have to pray. keep your mid busy. i know its hard. my marine did this to me not to long ago. i know its hard and if you need to talk i am here anytime