Sons Are Overlooked

I am the oldest son of three. If it isn't obvious, I hate it with a passion. Since the birth of my second brother at 2, I have been the around the clock maid/ baby sitter/ whatever else. Doubled when the second brother was born at 5. 12 years later and **** has changed for the worst. I am completely unliked and unappreciated around home. Just today, I have to go talk to the insurance company about my car, do my COLLEGE LEVEL homework on what is supposed to be my most relaxing semester, last of senior year, help my youngest brother with his homework, go to the gym, clean my parents bathroom, get a book and poster board for my middle brother and clean each microwave (Everything is severely dried in so each should take about a good hour). On what is supposed to be a holiday. While my brothers, now 15 and 12, do what? Exactly, nothing. It will actually be a good day is I get a "Thank You" or God forbid a "Good Job" I'm just expected to do it. All these with the much harsher treatment I get from my parents. All they ever do is criticize me. If I want to go out with friends(almost never happens) they call me a bad older brother. I hang out with them all the time. They always do stupid **** because they know that even at 15 and 12 years old, they still will not be held responsible, I will. If my brother wants to take his time getting ready and almost make us late, If my brothers want to go and completely bomb a test, if my brothers want to go and break something, I will be held responsible for it. Spoiled *************. They get whatever they want, whenever they want it. I have to do these things for them because, "They are your little brothers." I have to do things for my parents because, "We are your parents." Who is doing anything for me because "I am the oldest brother/son"? Our table is pretty small, can usually fit only four people, guess who eats upstairs by himself.

And to make it even worse, I am the OLDEST SON. I have to "man up" and take whatever treatment I get with a smile.

Search up on EP "Unappreciated". You'll find Unappreciated mother, sister, wife. But what about unappreciated fathers, husbands and sons? Is me being a boy that insignificant?

SoloHD SoloHD
22-25, M
Jan 21, 2013