Oh No You ******* Don't

I'm a constant in EVERYONE I loves life now. Once you have me you never really lose me. I love without condition or expectation. I love you still like you were my own CHILD, but I want you...

But i'm channeling Etheridge at this point. Cause I'm being forced to move on and I know I will ALWAYS love you. ALWAYS. Ain't **** to do except Bury it and move on.

I think I have someone in mind but I don't think you know. In 3 years when he's gone from your life  and everything is falling apart again  (or whenever!) I will be here like always and you'll be afraid to tell me. Because you'll be thinking I'll be telling you "I told you so" Because I sought enlightenement to be able to love you this way I would never have so much pride I would be attached to being "Right" honestly I hope I am wrong.

I just hope you know it will probably be too late.

All you have is a pocket full of promises and while you're chasing that the real thing is getting away from you. The kind that would burn itself alive and accept the baptism by fire for you.

And i'm learning to love peole for who they are and not what I want them to be. The way I loved you. It will be too late. All I'll be able to do is catch you as you fall. But you won't have me anymore.

My love is eternal. I don't think you know. Cause we all say things. Words mean nothing. Words won't do.

But it's true. I'll just be forced by my circumstances to turn my feelings down.

Some da you will earn that comittment is not shown through people's vows or words and that just because someone says that they are yours doesn't mean they  will stay put.

You will learn that comittment is demostrated through deeds and it will lead you to me.
ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
31-35, M
Dec 8, 2012