I have been the other woman for going on 6 years now. I love him so much and trust him with all my heart. He promises me that he will end his relationship and build a life with me but for the first time I am starting to doubt him. I feel so conflicted everyday. I can't imagine my life without him. No one has ever impacted my life as much as him. I feel so alone though because no one understands or has sympathy for the other woman. I am not heartless, I feel horrible for his girlfriend and I feel guilty when I think about it. But you can't help how you feel and him and I love each other.