How Did I End Up Here?

I have a friend that I have known for a while. He is married and I have been out of my relationship. He has been with his wife for 10 years. I have been just a friend until 3 weeks ago. His wife has been extremely abusive towaed him. She stabbed him five times 2weeks ago.This man is the man I would love to be with. I felt so bad for him because I felt as if I was about to lose him. After that incident, we had been closer than we both could imagine. He came over as usual so we could have our weekly conversation. Within moments, we were kissing and then in my bed. I hate to say this. . It felt so natural. Now I find myself thinking about him all day long. I am not asking him to leave her. But we discussed our 'affair', he said it felt like it was meant to be the two of us. We both admit to not wanting to fall in love. But, it feels as if it is there already. I have known him for so many years. I don't want to break up his home in anyway. But, I think I love him.

I know better.
reesesj reesesj
May 20, 2012