The Wife Found OutSome updates..
His wife found out already and tried calling me.. I was talking with my married man on skype when she called, so I had the chance to know it wasn't him. The country code told me it was a call from where he is located, and he confirmed its his wife's number. He told me not to pick up any calls from her and leave things to him. Later that day, she was still trying to call me, I was on a meeting then and sometimes i find myself staring at nothing. Of course it felt awkward and stressful. I told him to patch things up for her and i dont wanna cause more trouble. He said that he's okay and he's waiting for his wife to finally give up so he could settle with me. Honestly, the idea is kind of weird to me. It frightens me. What if its not at all a good decision to leave his wife? What if it wont work for us? What if regrets come settle with us too? I can feel his love overflowing and i love him too, but is love enough to conquer the consequences? Its a whole lot risky. He has two children that when he and his wife departs they will fall apart too. Though I knew that he already have fallen out of love with his wife, I knew too, that he's trying to be a good father to his children. They look up to him as a hero, they idolize their father, and he love his kids so much. It is always my guilt that says i'll be fine, but he doesnt want me to give up on him though I already told him he will always be the father of our daughter.
Believe me, I dont wanna ruin a family, but I cant seem to get out of this, not until he told me so, I guess.
The wife stopped calling me, shes too quiet. But she texted and called me a *****, a *****. She said she's giving away her husband to me. But i guess they're not ready to leave each other that's why they're staying, for convenience perhaps. They're not established, what they earn is what they all provide for their family.
And maybe too, he thinks that he'll have a better future with me coz I earn triple his salary. Or maybe I am just over thinking. I dont know.
painkw3en 31-35, F 8 Responses 2 Aug 4, 2012