Dont Know How To Let Him Go

I am married,he has a fiance
He has the perfect relationship,I have a bad marriage
I nver seen this coming ,never planned none of this
He treated me so good in the beginning made me feel so special,I finally gave in and we had wasn't all that but I felt connected to him,I felt he was giving me the attention my husband didn't...2months into this thing and I feel like he is only attentive when he wants to have sex, and me being so vunerable I give in right away,evertime t tell myself no more,I'm not going to do this anymore because I'm only hurting myself,he finds away to make me feel so special...he confuses me .I don't want to feel this way anymore I have to see him everyday at work,I'm sure I'm not the only "other"woman in his life and it kills me, I just want to get over him and show him he can't have his way with me,I deserve better,as for the husband I'm hoping to be divorced pretty soon,......I feel so lost and hurt,confused and miserable.why do these men play with our emotions? And why do we have to be so weak and let them get to us?!
Ellen1503 Ellen1503
22-25, F
3 Responses Aug 24, 2012

Thank you ladies, I'm only a few days into the "breaking up" with him, he has made comments at work ....the usual to try and lure me back in but honestly I'm not giving in....I feel stronger someway somehow I found some inner strength and realized I'm worth so much more and so much better than this than to be made felt like someones toy... thank you all for yalls responses

Your heading down the road to heartbreak yours, your husband's and your MM 's fiance. what is bad about your marriage? Can you tell us? MAybe you need to see a therapist who can help you out of both destructive relationships and help heal your heart.

Allow me to share with you a quote that I have read not so long ago:<br />
"At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to leave them alone. Walk away. It is not like you are giving up, rather, it is more like you know when enough is enough. You must draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not yours, no matter how hard you try, it will never be yours."<br />
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- The Hardest Pill to Swallow -