Dont Know How To Let Him GoI am married,he has a fiance
He has the perfect relationship,I have a bad marriage
I nver seen this coming ,never planned none of this
He treated me so good in the beginning made me feel so special,I finally gave in and we had sex....it wasn't all that but I felt connected to him,I felt he was giving me the attention my husband didn't...2months into this thing and I feel like he is only attentive when he wants to have sex, and me being so vunerable I give in right away,evertime t tell myself no more,I'm not going to do this anymore because I'm only hurting myself,he finds away to make me feel so special...he confuses me .I don't want to feel this way anymore I have to see him everyday at work,I'm sure I'm not the only "other"woman in his life and it kills me, I just want to get over him and show him he can't have his way with me,I deserve better,as for the husband I'm hoping to be divorced pretty soon,......I feel so lost and hurt,confused and miserable.why do these men play with our emotions? And why do we have to be so weak and let them get to us?!
Ellen1503 22-25, F 3 Responses 0 Aug 24, 2012