I Am The Other Woman
As I sit here, while my kids are in the other room watching a movie I ask myself, what have I gotten into.. I can't stop thinking about him.. Is he with someone else at the very moment. Is it all lies... is it the truth.. what is this love, obsession, confusion.. what is it all for?
Sixteen months ago I found myself attracted to him, he was my house manager. I was a big mess at that point of my life and he was my mentor, he guided me in the right direction, I looked up to him and took every piece of advice he gave me. A month into knowing him I confessed to him that I thought he was attractive and I had a crush on him. Nothing happened for a good week or so until he approached me with a sly comment and it was then I knew that was a hint for me to make the next move so I did.. we started seeing each other and before anything happened he let me he was married and this would never go any further I agreed of coarse. As the months rolled on I grew as a person I became more independent a better mother, daughter, employee, started college, etc. I graduated the program I was in and moved on to my own place that he had helped me get. I started working for him part time until I quit my other job and became a full time employee for him. It wasn't until the last couple of months that I feel our bond has grown out of control. We tell each other we love each other, he has taken me on our own vacations just me and him around the world, he has even started taking me and my kids out to eat and to the park. He helps me financially, I have never lived to securely in my life which I have never wanted anything from him that is not why I am with him and he knows that. He gets jealous if I am with someone else and he always justifies it as they are not good enough, he tells me its like if his daughter was in it he only wants the best for me. Everytime we are together it is like our first, magical. He texts me and sends me emails throughtout everyday. He wants to come over almost everyday. Yet he says that him and his wifes relationship is great, he never told me the bs of how he is going to leave his wife nor would i want him to. Ive become so confused on this entire stuation, he has helped me grow so much and has helped me build a foundation for myself and my family that I never had before. It has become unhealthy for me because I always think he is with someone else. He told me that he has cheated on his wife before but that I was the first girl that he has ever did this with in one of his houses but he has been doing this for 8 years now.. how can that be.. My every thought wonders if this is all just funa nd games for him. Then I tell myself that if he would bring me on long vacations and send me beautiful quotes everyday and even want to spend time with my kids than maybe its not. He told me that he is in love with me and his wife. Oh Boy what have I gotten myself into.. my girlfriend says I live a lifetime movie. I just needed to post this to get it out, there is no one I can talk to so maybe if someone should read this and it reminds then of their life, just amybe we can talk. Thank you for reading.
Sixteen months ago I found myself attracted to him, he was my house manager. I was a big mess at that point of my life and he was my mentor, he guided me in the right direction, I looked up to him and took every piece of advice he gave me. A month into knowing him I confessed to him that I thought he was attractive and I had a crush on him. Nothing happened for a good week or so until he approached me with a sly comment and it was then I knew that was a hint for me to make the next move so I did.. we started seeing each other and before anything happened he let me he was married and this would never go any further I agreed of coarse. As the months rolled on I grew as a person I became more independent a better mother, daughter, employee, started college, etc. I graduated the program I was in and moved on to my own place that he had helped me get. I started working for him part time until I quit my other job and became a full time employee for him. It wasn't until the last couple of months that I feel our bond has grown out of control. We tell each other we love each other, he has taken me on our own vacations just me and him around the world, he has even started taking me and my kids out to eat and to the park. He helps me financially, I have never lived to securely in my life which I have never wanted anything from him that is not why I am with him and he knows that. He gets jealous if I am with someone else and he always justifies it as they are not good enough, he tells me its like if his daughter was in it he only wants the best for me. Everytime we are together it is like our first, magical. He texts me and sends me emails throughtout everyday. He wants to come over almost everyday. Yet he says that him and his wifes relationship is great, he never told me the bs of how he is going to leave his wife nor would i want him to. Ive become so confused on this entire stuation, he has helped me grow so much and has helped me build a foundation for myself and my family that I never had before. It has become unhealthy for me because I always think he is with someone else. He told me that he has cheated on his wife before but that I was the first girl that he has ever did this with in one of his houses but he has been doing this for 8 years now.. how can that be.. My every thought wonders if this is all just funa nd games for him. Then I tell myself that if he would bring me on long vacations and send me beautiful quotes everyday and even want to spend time with my kids than maybe its not. He told me that he is in love with me and his wife. Oh Boy what have I gotten myself into.. my girlfriend says I live a lifetime movie. I just needed to post this to get it out, there is no one I can talk to so maybe if someone should read this and it reminds then of their life, just amybe we can talk. Thank you for reading.
By:
Giesle
Age:
26-30
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