Still Crazy, But So Much BetterWell, since last week I've been on an emotional rollercoaster. One moment, I love him with all my heart, another moment, I can't stand the sight of him, another moment, is just hurt. For two days now it's just been love.
Of course, when he was first confronted about his online liason, he did what all men do when confronted: lied. After about 20 minutes, he came clean. All contact has been broken with this other person-all accounts that he was communicating with her on has been deleted. We've talked about the situation & he understands the hurt won't go away overnight, but the healing has begun. The trust hasn't come back, though. Now I find myself going through his phone, checking emails,etc. He knows its being done, and says he understands why. Now, he's waiting for me to do something. I wanted to laugh so hard when he asked me today if I was going to do the same thing to him as payback. Of course I told him no because that would only cause more pain. But I'm undecided on that still.