If It's Wrong I Don't Want To Be RightI'm currently having sex with my boss who is 19 years older than me. He has a kid that is 1 and a fiancé. We've been having sex four a couple months and agreed that it would be casual.
And it was just casual at first but just recently we confessed that we had feelings for each other and he told me he loved me...
after he said it we talked about personal things that we never talked about before. we held hands and just talked.
He confirmed what i already knew, that he loved his fiancé but he wasn't in love with her. & that he is scared to fall in love, & he doesn't know if he can do that with me either... I feel the same
I do feel however that he is falling for me and I for him & maybe we'll never know. Because it's such a tough position .I'd never ask him to leave his child or fiancé so maybe we'll never be together but i'm okay with that.
But after we talked for two hours I, as in me, myself, took his shirt off and we made love for the first time.
I feel bad for being a "home wrecker" but I can not help how I feel for this man.
I knew what i was getting into from the beginning, so it's my own fault. I'll just enjoy my time with him while I can.
I know i'm young and maybe i'm being stupid but I'm falling in love with this man and I don't want to stop.
I'm not sure how this is going to end but i'm still writing my love story....
(Previously posted by my other username)
Lovesick843 18-21, F 5 Responses 0 Nov 8, 2012