How Could I Have Fell For This?
I am recently separated. I started out as friends with the MM. We would text each other and talk about all types of milestones in our lives and about our hopes and dreams. It was really innocent or so I thought. He started stopping in during the day as he owns his own company. Things just escalated and before I knew it we slept together. The sex was incredible and the first time I had been with someone since leaving my husband of 15 years. I knew he was married but he was so unhappy in his marriage, or so he said. We continued on for the next month but then he stopped returning my messages right away and would just act cold to me. He was up and down like a yoyo. This was such a heart wrenching game as I felt that I was in love with him. The hard part about this is that we run in the same small circle, his wife doesnt. This means that we do periodically see each other. He will always message me after and tell me that he misses me and wants me. The sad thing is that every time he does this I lap it up! He won't really see me now but I keep hoping he will. I think it's sick and twisted! Hoping that this feeling goes away soon, been like this for months. I am tired of mooning over someone who doesn't want me.