By: An EP User
Written on February 13th, 2013
I wonder will I hear from him again. He is literally the man of my dreams. We are both married. He pursued me relentlessly for a while and I wouldn't cheat although it was so tempting. I ran into him 5 yrs later and he pursues this time I couldn't say no. We met a few times, then he said it would be best if we stopped cause we had to many feelings and it would be worse later on. His marriage was rocky and his wife came to him and said she wanted to fix it. A few weeks later we started seeing each other again. He confuses me so. He seems conflicted about his feelings. He will be hot and heavy then suddenly he is ignoring my calls. This time he had an event in his life causing him to lose his job. When I finally got in touch with him he said he just can't right now, and it's for the best. When I was with him I honestly could feel the same way. I haven't made any contact with him in about a month. I wonder if I will ever hear from him again. I want to text him how much I miss and feel for him but I'm scared that will push him away further. I feel like it will help more if he gets scared I may have moved past this. I love my husband and I know these feelings I have for him are wrong but I can help it. When we are together it is the most intense feeling I have ever had. Will I hear from him again? Should I say anything to him?