My Wasted Years Waiting On Him
Here goes I met this man about 10 years ago knew he was married but never was attracted to him lived with him and his wife. Then on the day that i decied to move out he apporached me and told me that he knows how i feel about him and he feels the same way too, at that time i didn't know what to say one part of me said run and the other was intrigued so naturally i went with the other part of me but the funny thing was i didn't think of him like that his story was the night that he hug me he felt a chemistry there i felt nothing but of course i've been in bad relationships so i thought nothing of it if i were to go along with it. So for the next three years we had a very hot and passionate affair right under his wife nose. I admit it was wrong but from what was going on between them i felt it was ok. He made me promises to give him at least five years so that he can get out of his married but when the time came and his wife found that was after three he did not admit to how long we have been fooling around he said it only happened one time but it was three years living in there house that we had this but here's the dumb thing i went along with the lie to this day she don't know the whole truth but instead of leaving she asked me to stay and i did isn't that stupid we continued in which he of course is he is happy and content with the situtation but when i complain that im not happy he tells me i should be happy because he takes care of everything. I want out!!! im determined to get out of this i wasted 8years waiting for him to leave in which he will never do. I had to take a hard look at this and i am determined to leave.
I know it sounds crazy but would be nice to have some advice and not critzism this is the first time i told anyone of my situtation because usually the other women is always to blame!!