i met a guy who had a serious G/F and child about 2 weeks before Christmas. I so didn't want to be attracted to him because of this but....... I was. One week before Christmas he told his Ex about us ( had spent the entire weekend with me) and she upset so upset that she gave him a choice.. her with whom he had a 1 yr old and had been with for 4 yrs or me whom he had known less than 2 weeks. On his daughters first birthday he moved out 3 days before CHRISTMAS!
The guy and are so happy together. Even with all the stress that can come from a situation like this we manage to laugh all the time. My problem is that my happiness is at the other woman's expense and I cant shake the guilty feeling. I'm not the one who cheated and as soon as it happened he went home and told her but every time she calls part of me wants to tell her how sorry I am and the other part wants to celebrate because i have never felt like this with anyone else before in my life. i who LOVES to sleep in am actually getting up 1 hour ahead of schedule just to make him breakfast. I wonder if the guilt and pain will go away or if every time we go pick up his child will i feel this close to getting my butt kicked by her as she stares me down from the window?? And if she does retaliate i probably deserve it huh?