Cluster F***

Ok so He is my best friends brother - she is the one that orginially tried to hook us up.   We tried to date a few time but were both just coming off of very nasty breakups.  Both had been engaged less than six months later.   We decided to be friends.  Ended up spending a lot of time cuddling and holding hands and doing pretty much everything together - No kissing No sex.   This went on for 3 years even when one or the other started dating someone else.  I started dating his older brother for a while and they ended up getting into a fist fight over it - I felt awful and quit speaking to them both.   Then he and I started talking again.  One drunken night we ended up making out but nothing else ever came of it.   A little over a year ago I decided to take a job in my hometown 400 miles away and moved.  He was dating the woman he is still currently with but came out to my house to visit for the last time before I moved.   We ended up having sex.   I left two weeks later and pretty much dropped off the face of the planet.   A year later I'm back and he and I are spending hours on the phone again and supposed to go out for drinks on Friday.  He's already told me how much he's missed me and that he couldn't stand being with her anymore and that it wasn't working any better now than it was when I left.  That he would leave her for me.   I don't even know if I'm going to feel anything anymore and I'm just coming off another breakup.  Here we go again.

JessC1000 JessC1000
1 Response Feb 23, 2009

I kno how you feel !