He's left now but I will see him again tomm morning before we leave together on Tuesday. I make it a point to keep a leveled and logical head about my relationship with no fairy tale fantasies of the happy ending that is not possible in this lifetime but today he said he can't live without me. I didn't know what to say so I laughed and said I love you. I love him to death but I would never say that to him as I know the day may very well come when I will have to live without him. I still find myself confused by it as he never says things he does not mean, in the beginning he told me he'd never love me but would care a lot for me...I changed that he refers to his wife as the OW and I oddly feel weird about it.
SweetAsSugar10 SweetAsSugar10
2 Responses Aug 17, 2014

Good luck with this, its hard.

Wow. You sound wise for your years, and more level headed than he. Mine fought the love thing too but that was futile. ;)