Sooo it's nearly d-day and he's going on holiday with his family, sun's 3 days away. I thought I was mentally prepared for this but I'm not. I'm really really beginning to get worried. He's coming to see me tomorrow as he's busy on Friday. I did message him today about my insecurities over this but I think he's had enough of hearing about my insecurities, which is rightfully so as he left me 4 times before. He says he won't again which he hadn't said before but I'm full of ****** feelings today. No idea why. Going to the gym now hoping it will make me feel better about myself. Wish I could get together with a few of you over wine and just cry :-(
Missy1179 Missy1179
36-40, F
Aug 20, 2014