Today was the very first day that weatalked in general, since I said no more. We were three feet apart, I wanted so bad just to touch him. My heart hurt so much, a couple of times my eyes even teared up. His smile, his eyes just make me melt. I could tell he was a little uncomfortable, he played with his phone the whole time. Not texting but flipping it around. When he left my office, he gave me a hug, wow have not had that in awhile. I didn't even stand, I stayed sitting. I did hug his neck and told him I loved him. He joked and said no you don't. I joked back and said maybe I don't. Ugh!!! Just smile like it's all okay. Now sitting here alone I just want to cry my eyes out.
rjh3 rjh3
46-50, F
1 Response Aug 20, 2014

I will keep you in my prayers. I love you for the beautiful woman you are. Many soft kisses. Yours, Gary Schumann.