Holy crap I missed you ladies!! I've been scrolling through all your stories and there seems to be quite the NC trend going on. It's like fall is bringing about some serious change. As for me, I've got a routine going on now. Finding my place in the chaos. Juggling all these balls quite expertly with only a minor drop here and there. Living in fractured pieces, each facet of myself navigating her way through the rapids. Some days I fall apart. Some days all the balls fall to the ground. But I keep picking them up and getting back into the fray. I can't live without the tiny flickers of flame that keep my heart from freezing over. So I guess this is how it's going to be for now. Hugs and love to you all!!!
neverendingmadness neverendingmadness
36-40, F
2 Responses Aug 20, 2014

Ups and downs...I love how you put it. Hugs to you too.

Beautifully written, I love your analogies?