Last night was one of the best nights of my life. We left work early and went to our special spot- a little private beach. We brought blankets and pillows and beer and he FINALLY opened up to me. He even was telling me about his life before me and cried. It rained on us and it was so romantic. The sex was phenomenal as always and there was no shortage of it. We took a nice nap curled up under the stars. He really put so much effort into the evening. On the way home he pulled over twice just to kiss me. Once he pulled over because I was crying and wanted to know what was wrong- I told him everything hurts when he leaves. I never want to be without him. He told me it was one of the best nights he has ever had and repeatedly said he loves me. There was just so much love floating around. I could kiss that man forever, I swear. I hate that he can't (won't) leave.
lostanddistraught lostanddistraught
26-30, F
1 Response Sep 1, 2014

I cant fathom how jealous I am. My MM has shut me out since admitting how he feels about me. Pretty sure we're over and im devastated I felt like he completed me, he made me so happy.
It's a horrible situation, but I wish you all the best with your MM :)