My Story In a Nutshell! Kinda Long!

Been putting this off for over a week now, time to get strong and spill the beans. I am the other woman to 2 men. One has not seen his wife in over 3 years, the other still lives with her.

With the first guy we met about 9 years ago on the carnival, I knew when I seen him I was "in LOVE"! We were together about 2 months when I started getting sick. At first I just blew it off as stress, and then I began putting the pieces together. Yup, I was pregnant. I knew that the carnival life was no place to raise a baby, so I came home. I got his home address and his dads number before I left. I contacted him during my pregnancy, updating him on how we were doing and all. We talked off and on but not as much as I would of liked. I had our daughter on March 13, 2001. He didn't even acknowledge it until March 18, 2001. He called got her stats and vanished. He went to court in July of that year said she was his and got his child support order, then vanished again. I married more than once after that tried to go on with my life, even had 2 more kids. In December of 2007 we got in contact via child support enforcement. We talked almost daily, and in March of 08 I made the 9 hour trip, by my self to see him. I didn't want to take our daughter until I made sure all he was telling me was true. It was an AWESOME weekend. I returned home with an new since of what I wanted out of life. I left my husband in April of 08, and moved back home with mom. Shortly ofter that Adams calls slowed down, but we both made a promise to stay faithful to each other. Until recently I kept my end of that deal, even though I knew he hasn't kept it all along.

With the second guy, Brandon, it's a lot more complicated. He's a mechanic and a tow truck driver and was working on my moms blazer when out of the blue he says "What would you say if I told you I was attracted to you?" I sat there kinda stunned but flattered. I said " Well I'd say until my divorce is final I'm not sure how comfortable I'd be with it all" ( he knew my divorce was turning nasty and fast and that I didn't need or want the soon to be ex getting anymore dirt on me than he already had). I thought about it for a week or more then told him I might want to retract what I had said. I knew he was married when he originally made the pass at me, but I didn't think it would matter. In all honest it doesn't, not a lot anyways.

Brandon knows about Adam, I told him about it, but Adam does not know about Brandon. I only told Brandon about Adam because I was kinda put on the spot. He wanted to know if we were gonna be exclusive to each other, ( not sure how you can be when your married and living with your "leash" (that's what he calls his wife)). Well it was then that I thought he should know.

Basically that's my story in a nutshell.

 

 

alwaysacarnie alwaysacarnie
26-30, F
1 Response Mar 21, 2009

Whew! That's hard to juggle......