Knowing EP was closing soon, I decided to log in one last time today. I am not going to save any of my posts (or any posts from my previous user name), because this is such an emotional journey we are all on. I have enough "dialog" saved, between MM and I, to remind me of the constant ups and downs. My mood today regarding MM: enjoying what I can get. Wishing it was more, as always, but trying to just enjoy the present moments.

Thank you ALL for being part of this group. For reading, responding, traveling a similar journey, sharing your thoughts, feelings, and hopes. It has been so helpful to have a safe (fairly ;-)) place to sort through these crazy emotions. I've made some amazing friends here that I hope to keep for a long time to come.

It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.

See you all on the other side XOXO
tidbits32 tidbits32
46-50, F
1 Response Apr 21, 2016

It really disgusts me how people like you are holding on your MM. The affairs are really toxic and they destroy you until the very end.Stop waiting for your MM to love you and learn how to love yourself first.You will never find true love and happiness being relegated to someone else husband. You are fooling yourself into believing your fantasy. Learn to love you, not your MM.

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