I Met A Man.

It was only a few months ago, through a chatbase online. I really liked him, and I'm willing to go far enough to say I was crushing on him pretty hard.

He was on leave... And it ended. We lost contact, weeks went by, and I thought I would never hear from him again. Then, there was a message for me on the chatbase we had met through... from him.

We began to Skype.

For the past few weeks, we have been talking as often as we can despite the nearly-twelve-hour time difference. It is killing me inside that I have to wait until winter to finally meet him, to hold him, to kiss him and to be in his arms. I just want him in mine.

Am I crazy for having this utter need to be his? We have not made our relationship official, but I can see it happening soon, if not the moment he lands on US soil. We have discussed it openly already, but there will always be something missing until I can finally feel his hands in mine.

I hope I'm not alone in this... I may not be an "Army Girlfriend" per se, but I know I will be one soon. I just wish I didn't have to wait so long. But I am going to keep my head up and a smile on my face for him, if only for him. Because he needs it more than I do.
Hamasockyou Hamasockyou
18-21, F
Sep 1, 2012