I Met A Man.It was only a few months ago, through a chatba
He was on leave... And it ended. We lost contact, weeks went by, and I thought I would never hear from him again. Then, there was a message for me on the chatba
We began to Skype.
For the past few weeks, we have been talking as often as we can despite the nearly-twelve-hour time difference. It is killing me inside that I have to wait until winter to finally meet him, to hold him, to kiss him and to be in his arms. I just want him in mine.
Am I crazy for having this utter need to be his? We have not made our relationship official, but I can see it happening soon, if not the moment he lands on US soil. We have discussed it openly already, but there will always be something missing until I can finally feel his hands in mine.
I hope I'm not alone in this... I may not be an "Army Girlfriend" per se, but I know I will be one soon. I just wish I didn't have to wait so long. But I am going to keep my head up and a smile on my face for him, if only for him. Because he needs it more than I do.
Hamasockyou 18-21, F 0 Sep 1, 2012