This Is Me
I've been dumped for being to nice, i have been used, beaten and broken. And yet im still an overoptimist. Still belive that theres stilll some good left in this crazy world. I like taking care of people.. my one goal in life is to be a influential in one persons life..
Through all the hurt and heartbreak and liars i always had my one best friend who always was there who after nearly missing out chance not once but twice god granted is a third chance to see eachother. And even thought our whole relationship has been long distance.. since he already left for germany once we realized we likeed eachother... haha I wouldnt change a min of it.
Right now hes deployed in afghanistan. hes been thers just over month bout 8 weeks. And for some reason my friend here dont seem to understand how bad i miss him so much. That its lik i dont feel whole with out him. They dont understand how big getting a one lined text is. I dont blame them.. you really cant understand unless your in the situations it just fustrating sometimes not havin anyone to talk to at time.
Well i have 26 weeks til he come home for r&r haha we are 1/4 way there since i have started my little count down... at times... times just seems to stand still i feel like... but everyone else is moving really fast and im just stuck in the same place i dont knwo i cant explain it. but anyway im always here to talk if anyone want to or need someone to talk to im always willing to listen :-)