Oldest Child...oldest Promblem

I have always been the problem child in my family. My family gets angry at me and mentally abuses me because i fall behind in school and what not. I am the only person in my family that isn't perfect besides my dad, but he works alot and my mom is always yelling at me. And I don't know what to do about it. I feel alone, I do have friends but it's hard being homeschooled and not being able to get along with anyone in the house. I hate being homeschooled. My mom tries to get me to go to homeschool groups but everyone in them is the perfect child. I'm the only one that seems to have been through anything, Truth is I'm not happy with my family and I'm not a stereotypical homeschooler I've done stupid stuff I know the real world. I'm not a sheltered little creep, I just wish i had someone to talk to. Music is my only outlet for when I get angry, I need HELP.................and somone to talk to.... :/
kdez98 kdez98
1 Response Dec 6, 2012

I understand. I'm broken and was abused too. You aren't alone, even when times look blackest.