I Did

Everyone have their own point of view. This is about me. I had an abortion. At the time I been dating a guy for 5 years on and off. Before we started having sex we talked about the things that can happen. I believe that you should think about the things that can happen because of sex. From the beginning I knew if I got pregnant I would have an abortion. So I got pregnant. I had an abortion. When I woke up I was crying my eyes of and I didn't know why. A woman give me a card for a hottline if I wanted to talk about it. I was 19. My mother didn't know I was having sex. I was in college and had a job that only pay 200$ a week. I barely had money for me. And my bf at the time didn't work. And I like said before we talked about it before it happen and he thought the same as me. If I got preganat we would have an abortion if we wasn't ready. When I came out of the place I thought that kid might have been the next president, or someone who would have change the world. It was sad but it was what we both wanted. I didn't want to put the baby for adoption because yes I know there is couple out their who wants a child and cant make one but there is also lots of child who don't have parents and want one also all over the world. If you want a child that badly and you are financial ready you can get a kid from anywhere. Lots of children need you not only new born. I am happy I did it. I was 2 weeks along. Iam still happy I did it I was sad but it what was best for the both of us. One day I would have a child or children but when I am ready. Everyone have their own views. And everyone feels different after an abortion but their is people you can talk to if you decide to do it. I think you should do what you think is best for you. You had sex, its yours, and it will affect you no matter what you decide to do.