2011A And Leaving Ep.I am leaving EP soon. I have my reasons. I will share a few.
I was going to take a short break from here after Carlos got here. This isn't how I expected it would be. But such is life..And my priorites have got to change whether I am with Carlos or stand solitary. But I truly feel I belong beside him. I love him so....no words exist..
I am tired of getting hurt here. I have wonderful friends. If you feel you want to stay in touch and really want to, then I will provide it. Just ask. But my heart can take no more. I know this.
I need to make plans for the rest of my life. And my focus should be on that. There are harsh realities. Some of you are quite aware. Others are not. But I need to move. And to live. And seems it will be by myself. Such is life.
I came to EP seeking answers to my sexless marriage. Fell into the rabbit hole of EP like Alice in Wonderland. Healed. Learned so much. Too much to even say in words. Thank you EP for improving my life so much! I love this world. But it is time to move on now. Good byes are sad, but realistic.
I had hoped to meet my heart's desire here. I thought I had. Unclear now. His choice. And for that I am sad. But such is life. Ron said do not use this as a dating site. This is difficult when there is so much love here. And I do want to be loved. I admit that. But such is life.
So soon, very soon, I am leaving EP. Thanks to the best people I have ever known. Really. If I could take my closest here to the other world, I would. All of you. I love you so much. I have no words for how you inspire me; motivate me; support me; assist me; love me; accept me; give me unconditional love; and so much more. kisssessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss....2011A aka Cynthia or Cyn It has been out-of-this-world! And I loved it! xoxoo
PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 16 Responses 9 Nov 13, 2012