Memories

I started bartending back in the town I grew up in. My boyfriend from 16 years ago came in one night. It started all over again for me as soon as I saw him!! He gave me his digits, and I called him the next morning @9am. I couldnt wait to talk to him. Within a week, we had made plans to hang out and talk. Its been 4 1/2 months and we are closer now than ever before!! I never lost  any love for him. We talk everyday. The bad thing is...im married. Its not the greatest marriage, but my husband does what he can to provide for the family. I guess im just bored and need some 'extra' attention! Yeah, i know...POOR EXCUSE! But such is life!
eschbornb eschbornb
31-35, F
1 Response Apr 11, 2007

I too am having thoughts and feelings for an ex from many years ago. And as a married woman. Not sure what to do. I didn't bump into him yet but want to. i have been back in my home town for about a year. I took the leap and looked him up and called. He was not there. Now what. i iknow It is probably not a good idea to meet up with him. But I have these crazy butterflies in my tummy. I have not felt this way... well since this ex and I hooked up 6 yrs ago. I feel like I have turned cold and bitter. And thinking of these old times when I was happy and fun. Any way. I want to know what u did. and are now doing. Him? LOL No really did you feel a connection again. Does true love exist and if so do we sometimes let it pass us buy b/c of our own immaturities? I have said too much. I need help obviously. I am going to see him, I have to. It's eating at me!