I Want to See Him So Much

I am still thinking about him. He has been long gone. He left me for someone else.

I still think about him often. I want to talk to him, to ask him should we give it another try. May be our minds are too messed up to talk. One moment I want to ask him back, the next minute I might say I can not forgive him. Can I really trust what he thinks he knows? I am not even sure he knows what he wants, who he wants.

We've finished, but why do I still think about whether we should give it another try, whether he really meant it when he asked to come back into my life.

My head just goes round and round. I want to see him so much but I can't.

pastispast pastispast
Mar 11, 2009