Just For J

There isn't a day that I don't think about him..  Its like he is part of what is implanted into my brain now.  Every morning when I wake..I will be looking at the clock ..minus the 4 hours and wonder how he is....what he did before hitting the sack... what he had for dinner...how fresh he always smells ..and the list goes on.

18th February today... Another day closer to hugging and kissing him....another day closer to losing a man I love.

I doubt he will ever know how much I miss him since the day I fell in love with him...  How much I want to tell him what I hope for...  How hurt I was when I saw the inking on his arm....and how my hope never dies even though reality has repeatedly reminds me of the pain I will have to bear with when the time comes...

Life is so unfair.

Eternal Eternal
31-35, F
1 Response Feb 17, 2010

I shall when I fly across tomorrow TP. Will cherish whatever that is left for me.. Hugs.