Low Self-esteem, Feeling Worthless...

Hi!


I've recently started experiencing low self-esteem, a feeling that I am worthless, useless, not good enough for anything. I've been thinking of killing myself on several occasions....I can't go through with it because I am afraid to die....I don't feel loved by someone I love more than life....i live with this person...i am not understood...i try so hard for everything to work...i just want to be loved back...i just need to feel that i am loved.....when i dont...i crash...i go into breakdowns...and this person just turns away...and i need him so bad.....he only complains....i do everything wrong...nothing is good enough....i dont know what to do...i want to die and i want to live...and i dont know what to do....i think i need help...
lulya lulya
22-25, F
Feb 21, 2010