I Am Tired of Apologizing

So Tired Of Being A Doormat!

By: alone36

Written on February 1st, 2013

I made a mistake, like any other human being has, I owned up to it and apologized. Still nothing has changed why? Because those people decide they are to hurt to accept any apology. Ok, that's fine, I understand. But..... why do you have to punish me for something I have apologized for and deeply regret??? Who are you to decide I need to be punished? I'm done, I am taking my sister's advice and holding on to the people who really deserve my love and friendship. I will block my soul from anymore heartache and focus on my surroundings and those special people that are in it. No more dwelling on the past, no more kissing ***, no more feeling sorry for myself, NO MORE!! Keep your punishments, keep your poison and let others live. You will no longer string me along, hurting me! Today I put my foot down and happily move on with my life!

By: alone36

Age: 36-40 , Female

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4 responses

alone36

Thanks for all of your input. I have been focusing on my family and myself for a change.

Feb 24
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ray3218

I know exactly what you mean. After my separation, I took inventory of everyone that I know, family and friends, and asked one simple question: "does having you in my life make it better or worse?" Pretty simple to figure out the answer in that context and cull the wheat from the chaff.
Or as Johnny/Sammy would put it, "it are all being your fawlt and youse deservez what youz gitz".

Feb 23
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aod7909

Good for you! Put yourself first, you are the only one who can best take care of you!
BTW...don't give Johnny the satisfcation of an answer. He's a piece of work. Troll repellent needed.

Feb 23
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Johnny3076

What did you do that was so bad

Feb 22
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I Am Tired of Apologizing

So Tired Of Being A Doormat!

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