Losing Hope

I make a wish upon a star, a wish at 11:11, a wish on a eyelash, a wish in a wishing well. But I think I am losing my hope on wishes ever coming true. I dont really wish for much, just to have some one to have my own. I would like someone to like me the way I like them. I see all my friends and family in their smiling couple photos, and I slowly cry inside. I have set many a friends up, but none for myself. I see older people celebrating their 50 plus yrs of marriage bliss. (So marriage can be over rated I am not actively on a Husband hunt, jus a guy to share the same feeligs as me.) I am at the point I believe I am destine to be alone for the rest of my life. I have been told there is someone out there for me, I just haven foud them yet. Well, I am tried of searching and waiting for them. Nothing in life is easy, but it being hard and lonley is worse in my eyes. Its hard to keep hope alive if there is nothing there to ignite the spark. I suppose I just go about with my smile as my front and be joyous for all the other people in the world who have someone to share valentines days together, and come home to a warm body in their bed...And hope that I can keep my glass half full.... Wish me luck!

 
LostNPublik LostNPublik
26-30, F
4 Responses Jul 20, 2010

...i just thought of something else. Carrie, miranda, and Charlotte never married til their late 30's either. :) there is still hope for us single women. lol lol keep your head up

Hey...<br />
we are in the same age group. i won't lie to you. it sucks. Due to deaths of ex boyfriends, deployment/death of ex boyfriends...i've about given up as well. <br />
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i am pursuing a new professional start 1400 miles away next month. i'm taking the loves of my life with me (my cavalier king charles spaniel and my pug). <br />
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i don't have any close family anymore since my mother died 2 years ago. <br />
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it took some time; however, i feel that moving away from everything that is bad in my life and not seeing my "happy" friends and their families just might help. <br />
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Take a chance.<br />
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good luck<br />
christin

i hope that day will come suddenly ,,i wish u that! just make everything not to loose that precious gift.....i waited so much and when i have got it i lost..<br />
yes some people are born to be alone. but i hope its not for u...no matter when it will come, dont wait and wish it, it only makes u nervious and more stressed, try not to think about it and may be someday it will come to u, your happiness,,,,not so important when, importants to be true love, not substitution

This seems like my own thoughts right here.