I Am So Tired Of Being Alone.
This may sound silly, but I am so tired of being alone. I feel like I have no one. I was always a quiet person but it's never been like this before. A couple of years ago I got so sick to the point where i almost died. After my experience I knew that it was only God who kept me on Earth with my friends and family. Ever since then I have given my life to God. I have nothing in common with my friends anymore. they continue to get drunk, have sex, and use profanity constantly. On the other hand I still have a few of my old characteristics inside of me, although I don't use profanity, a word or 2 may slip out occasionally. I may have one light drink occasionally, and I refuse to have sex again until I am married. I am still at the point where I don't want to be"overly religious",if that makes since, but i feel like I am stuck. I was forced to break up with my boyfriend because we became incompatible with each other. I am unable to work or go to school right now due to my condition and I now have no form of transportation, So I cannot meet new people. i am stuck in the house all day long. I am unable to talk to any of my friends or family because they don't understand. I guess i felt like this site would be a good outlet to let out my frustrations anonymously. I guess I am just looking for someone like me who can relate. Either male or female. Someone to talk to and maybe even down the line hang out sometime. I am a Kind person and easy to get along with.. Thank you for taking the time to read a little bit of my story.