Why Am I So Unlucky In Love?
The chase never exist in my dictionary.. at first in my younger years, I initiated the chase discreetly and once the guys took noticed, they fancied me for a while and then they moved on. The other guy who really liked me and chased me did not impressed me. These seemed to be some repeating patterns since then vise versa. And when I stopped the chase, I ended up married someone totally wrong for me and we got divorced years later for that matter. Now I started the chase openly able to select better ones this time (from kissing many frogs) and found one and still he is not willing to be caught?? So no matter how my approaches, chasing or not I will never get to find my better half. What is wrong with me? Finally I decided to stop chasing and not hoping just mute myself and keep praying. How pathetic can that be? I envied those who have been caught after the chased and those who caught whom they chased... I wonder when is my turn? I am just tired. It is no fun to grow old alone.