but i have accepted that i always will be alone. i'm moody bankrupt i'm certainly no stud so i just have to accept that i will always be alone.

ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick
46-50, M
36 Responses Apr 5, 2008

don't have a girlfriend anymore and i am completely alone 3-5 weeks at a time. then i get 3 days to meet with family and friends

let me see you have a girlfriend... omg.. I am really alone .. I go for days without seeing a human .. give me a fricking break

As one whos been throught the stupid doc thing, i've learned two things. first drugs can make you feel stoned and its legal when they are prescribed to you. Second it looks to be a heck of alot easier to face things like cheating people when your not pregnant and dating is a much easier when you don't have a kid.

I love silver he is awesome with ideas :) sorry I do not have any ideas to help either ....I have also never heard of happy town and sure wish I was making 900 dollars an hour...oh well back to my not so happy life

her picture is next to the word ***** in the dictionary (really you can check) and i'm sure she is going to go after alimony and my retirement fund and according to the lawyer i talked to she will probably get it even if she flat out admits she was sleeping with 100 other guys

yeah except i'm not technically a free man yet because i can't afford to file for the damned divorce LOL honestly its not even the lies and pain that bother me anymore its thinking back and realizing how stupid i was for believing all the **** she told me they weren't even good lies. i just didn't want to believe what was right in front of me the whole time.

Do you have any hobbies? Can you join an aerobics class (many females in there to distract you)? Can you host a weekly poker game at your house (you don't have to play for real money)? Why not put that $900 toward a vacation somewhere you have always wanted to go? If you can't take a week long vacation then leave town for a weekend or even a day. Excercise and a daily vitamin supplement will help even out your moods. Whole food vitamins are great!

:-) Consider yourself registered!

well then sign me up for the show LOL the other guys not like that either i joke with him through his wife about it

He's not that type of guy, wouldn't be with him if he was! Seriously think he would be proud of me for flashing a trucker on the road! ;-)

now i have a boyfriend and a husband out here on the road wanting to be the crap out of me LOL

Carefull, just don't announce it over the radio... my boyfriend drives a truck sometimes too...<br />
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Oh wait, he's the one who told me the importance of a good flash on a long haul! He'd be proud of me!

i'll just tell them its not really her its the other her LOL

I'll do what I can... but if a rumor of "that girl that does that thing" starts through your company, I'm sure you will keep my identity confidential! <br />
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exactly thus making my point that the so called crazy people in the mental hospitals are actually the truly logical people whose minds just cannot comprehend an illogical world.

you may be kind of busy till you find me we only have about 15,000 trucks at my company LOL of course most of those other drivers could use a smile too :-)

Is this my logical cue to duck out of this thread? You guys need some alone time? <br />
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There is nothing logical about blowing up buildings. It takes the illogical mind to figure out these crazies. Thinking logically ain't going to cut it.

I'll do what I have to do to make someone's day! Always have my eye out for your truck!!

thanks just remember to do for me what you did for that other trucker someday :-)

I'm the eternal optimist.... My job in life! :-)<br />
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Rick... I can't wait for you to find your happy moment, person, thing... whatever it may be!<br />
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I haven't known you long, but I can honestly say you are a good person and have a good heart. I can't fathom happiness not finding its way to you. <br />
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Anytime you need a smile, I have an uncanny ability to dish them out! <br />
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You are among friends and we all cherish you!<br />
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personally i came to the conclusion while i was in there that us crazies were the logical ones. our logical minds have trouble dealing with an illogical world. what exactly is logical about terrorism war blowing up buildings with airplanes full of innocent people? those are just the major things that everyone deals with then throw in on top of it cheating spouses child molesters rapists the whole ******* world is crazy anymore :-)

Well, I think in the case of religious leaders logic would have to be shunned. There is no logic in religion. But shrinks are supposed to live by logic. It is the logical mind that is healthy, right? Then again if we were all logical they would be out of a job.

i was there for 5 days that occured on the third day so i'm not sure if that had anything to do with it or not. i have decided that psychiatrists and religious leaders are one in the same they don't like it when you throw logic at them LOL

Wow, I'm impressed. You stumped the shrink. Did they keep you a few more days after that? Lol.

his logic was that if we were not doing the right thing for ourselves then we could not do the right thing for anyone else. i said that by his logic the sane thing for me to do would be to brutally beat and possibly kill my wife because that was what was making me feel so bad at the time. he didn't seem to know what to say to that. <br />
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silver booze is only a temporary fix to a long term problem and the lap dance right now would just exacerbate my problems :-)

Leave it to Silver to throw the booze & the sex in there ;-)

Hmmm, don't think so. Can anyone really define sanity? And I think most people can do more right for others then themselves. But, does that make for a happy person? Probably not. So, I can see that logic.

Cheer up man.<br />
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I dont have any good advice...<br />
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And for me, the mayor of happytown is BOOZE and maybe a good lapdance as the deputy mayor.

thats what the psychiatrist at the hospital told us in group therapy he said that we need to make sure our thoughts were driving the car and not our feelings. the last thing he told us that day was the definition of sanity he said doing what is right for yourself and others IN THAT ORDER! which to me just sounds selfish but hey he's the guy getting paid $900 a day per patient so he must know more than i do right?

There's a happytown? I don't think I've ever been there.

i visit sadville several times a day then i try to drive to happytown but somehow i always get lost along the way :-)

We are all emotional. It's human nature. I go through a ton of emotions in one day, too. So does everybody. I think I'm stuck in depressive mode though. Been there for a few days.

just today i have been at one time or another depressed pissed off and horny and briefly i was even a little happy (it passed) since i found the pictures of my wife with her boytoys back in november i just haven't been able to control my emotions very well

Think positive! Ha, easy for me to say, but not do. And what makes you so moody? Can't be enough to drive people away.

she will come to her senses eventually. i may be losing her anyway.

What about the lovely girl on your profile?