How To Rebuild.

About a year ago my life teetered on the edge of a cliff. On the high ground I had a job I had successfully advanced through the ranks to become a manager and was even going to school full time. I had met so many people that helped me become a happier person along the way and a better one at that.. Eventually they all left one by one along with them the support I once had for groups deemed more fun or whatever . I never hear from any of them anymore. I poured myself into my work because I didn't know what else to do. Even though all but one or two people left I still continued onward. I ended up meeting a few more people and thought I was starting to belong somewhere again. I even moved in with one of them because we were such good friends. But then out of nowhere I was shoved off that cliff and watched everything fall away from me. I lost my job, my friends, and the greatest work of 4 years of my life. Just because a old lady in the back office couldn't stand sharing the store manager's attention and I became the unfortunate bystander. All about a week from my 21st birthday. To add insult to injury the people I was living with (renting a room from) up and gave my bed away to some person who got fired from their job for alcoholism and irresponsibility with no notice. At that moment I had to move back in with my parents. Between that and now I got another job in but I still live with my parents. I am absolutely crippled though. Even though I am among family I still feel alone and going to the local hookah bar and a few clubs realize how difficult it is for me to socialize with anyone now. I have hit a rock and can't seem to budge it. It is all eating away at me. I can't even play my video games for a distraction. I'm completely lost and I can't find any relief. I just want someone I can console in at the very least and I can't even find that around my area anymore.
Halogamer412 Halogamer412
18-21, M
Jan 21, 2013