I Used To Be More Fun

I used to be outgoing and smiling all the time.  Have things changed so much that a smile hurts my face and I'd rather be seen as unapproachable because of the constant scowl on my face all the time?  I am very pretty and fun loving but it takes YEARS for people to see that now.  Curse you life!

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26-30
1 Response Mar 5, 2010

Dear Deleted, Have you thought about what is the basis of your anger and grief? Why do you choose to be unapproachable? You state that you are very pretty...because of your beauty have you not been taken seriously by men and/or women? What has changed in your life? A little introspection might give you a clue or it might not. If this feeling is temporary I'd shrug it off as a bad time...if it's longer , maybe a physiological problem might be the basis or depression that has never been addressed and is now coming to the surface. Be your own self advocate and you can find some answers. Good luck. The only alternative is to live fast, die young and leave a good looking corpse.