43 And Still Fat

I can't break my addiction to snapple.  I barely eat and I am 275.  I was prescribed depakote 10 years ago and it made me gain 80 lbs.  I can barely walk.  I dread going to the store because my back goes into spasm.  My dream is to be rich and have the money to go to a fat farm.  Why can't diet drinks taste as good as regular?  Why aren't there drinks made with agave?  I'm stuck in a rut praying for a way out....
hippiemama43 hippiemama43
41-45, F
Aug 4, 2010