Fat

Ever since I was little I have always been fat, not obese... The biggest I've been is a size 16. But I have always been bullied, even by friends before. But more so people   whistling or shouting random abuse at me in the street or at college. Because of this I have very low self esteem. If I go out with friends I'm constantly worried someone will shout something at me and embarrass me in front of all my friends. I'm always trying diets and exercise but they never work, then I began to like this boy, and every time I went to eat something fattening I would think of him to stop me eating it. Yesterday I found out he has a girlfriend, and today I feel constantly sick, every time I look or even think about food it comes up in my throat.

fudgie2002 fudgie2002
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 16, 2010

Jawpdw and Jskzes: <br />
Unbelievable. You two are abusing this site to make money for yourselves. This is not supporting people on this site! You have an ulterior motive that is not permitted on this site and I am flagging both of you for it.<br />
Incidentally you are spammers - you have copied and pasted the exact same messages into several groups. That is Spam, Einstein.

Hey, before we go any further I want you to know that I'm not "spamming" you. I actually took the time to type this and not just copy and pasted it. My name is Jeremy Skatzes and I'm an independant Beachbody coach. What that means is I'm in the buisness of sharing my story (health & fitness) with other people of how I lost 150 lbs and steady losing and motivating others to do the same. I'm not sure if you're even interested in your (or someone you love) health and fitness, but I figured I'd present this information to you and others who take an interest in losing weight, getting healthy, getting off meds or even working from home. So the following links just direct you to my personal (facebook,youtube,beachbody) websites. Like I said before I'm a real person and not just some computer generated identity. If you look at a couple of my youtube uploads (more uploads to come, lol) you'll see that. But anyways I'm not asking you to buy or purchase anything just give it a look see and if you have any questions or opinions feel free to contact me. Thanks for your time ~ Jeremy Skatzes<br />
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http://beachbodycoach.com/esuite/home/Jeremy77Skatzes?bctid=1861298193<br />
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http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1467684439#!/profile.php?id=1467684439<br />
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http://http//www.youtube.com/user/jskzes?feature=mhum