Im Fat And I Hate My Life
**** my life..im sitting at my table drinking an entire bottle of wine..looking for cosmetic surgeons in athens.
i HATE myself..im a whale im ashamed,embarassed to go outdoors,nervous that people are making fun of me because of my weight..
im a black 22 yr old american obese ***** married to a 46yr old white greek man..everytime we go out its like a freak show...i cant take it anymore!!
im ashamed to go to the gym because i constanty get stares and laughs..so i stay home watch maury and eat junk food...
i told my husband i may kill myself if he doesnt get me plastic surgery...im soooo depressed..i cant stop eating..and i lack the motivation to exercise on a regular basis..i dont know i i can go on...i never felt so bad about myself
what can i do