There's A Difference

I feel like I'm only invited to certain things through pity. Certain people aren't as lively as they used to be around me, now when we're alone, they're so quiet and monotonous, and not even five minutes later when we're around our other friends, they're jumping as if they were having the time of their lives. I can't have decent conversations with people anymore, because I feel like they are talking half-heartedly or something. Did I do something? Why did everything change all of a sudden?

I can't stand it because my friends openly talk about how they're going to go somewhere with people I'm friends with as well, and I have no clue as to what their talking about. Was I forgotten? Or maybe abandoned. Either way, it hurts. If you're going to abandon me at least try not to be obvious about it.
SuikaGirl SuikaGirl
18-21, F
Aug 10, 2010