Life As I See It......................................

Life is a bitter sweet pill. I am forced to take against my will. Everyone trying to pull me back into that so called reality. Why I ask? What does it hold? Don't they see I have nothing. I am so cold my veins have no heart pumping through. My pneumonia makes everything a shaded hue. In my heart I have NO laughter joy, or love. I have prayed but there is no answers from above. My reality is not like other peoples. Seem to be silent screaming inside of me. Constant feelings of misery. Just want to withdraw into my own little safe haven. Just to be left alone and realize I am worth saving so please don't save me. I don't want to come back to your reality. It is too painful..........