Broken

That's how I feel, smashed in to a million tiny shards that can't be put back together no matter how hard one would try.

I have been so severely depressed this past week and I feel so alone and that no one gives a damn. {with the exception of 1 or 2}

I think about ending it all more and more and yet I know deep down I couldn't bring myself to do it even though I came pretty close almost a year ago.

I'm just so sick of feeling this way.

MirandaJMaddox MirandaJMaddox
26-30, F
6 Responses Jul 31, 2007

Hold on. Just keep holding on. I really don't want to sound preachy but maybe try talking to god, tell him you're angry, tell him you're hurting, tell him you're misunderstood, tell him you're desperate and ask him that if he exists can he help you

My hands cradle broken glass of a life i used to have and now i see her with another and I wonder why<br />
i must me tattooed on my soul<br />
the betrayal and walk in a shadow<br />
I feel your pain <br />
I want to be the star in someone elses sky<br />
and i havent the courage to end this one<br />
where i have been burned out, silenced.<br />
Someone will save me. In their time, not mine<br />
and until I must wait. Let us wait for our saviors together. Alone, but as one.

My hands cradle broken glass of a life i used to have and now i see her with another and I wonder why<br />
i must me tattooed on my soul<br />
the betrayal and walk in a shadow<br />
I feel your pain <br />
I want to be the star in someone elses sky<br />
and i havent the courage to end this one<br />
where i have been burned out, silenced.<br />
Someone will save me. In their time, not mine<br />
and until I must wait. Let us wait for our saviors together. Alone, but as one.

I want to be your friend we can help in anyway that I can. Do you have a email address.

I understand everyhting you just said..... an i know it's goin to be hard to overcome everything but try to look for the light in the dark:)

I know, life can really hurt sometimes. :( <br />
<br />
If you can, try to spend time with the people that you feel care about you, it might help with your loneliness to know someone is there for you.<br />
<br />
I hope things will get better for you.