Not Even Married
but I am drained by my bf's family.
I feel so sad, they are so judgemental- they are not very obvious about it, but it is there- I have never experienced a feeling like this.
I am not perfect, I have had probelms in my life- I struggle with health issues, and was out of work for a a few months, and they see that as a weakness. I am insecure, and trying to be stronger, but they seem to lack a basic compassion. My family has totally welcomed my bf, he never had to go thru any f---ing initiation process.
I know this seems like a pity party, maybe it is but I just had to vent. I am absolutely drained and I wish I could STOP CARING.
I don't expect everybody to love me, but this totally sucks. ugh.