You Have Officially Broken Me.I coped with you as my friend, I coped knowing you didn't feel the same.. I coped but now you're out of my life.. for what you say is for good.
I'm sorry I ****** up.. as your friend. I tried being there for you but it was never good enough. I tried being the greatest friend you could get. I helped you out with all your problems.. I let you lean on my shoulder when you needed someone. I understood you when nobody else did.
I understood you didn't want to be with me, I didn't ask you too. I accepted what you wanted. I accepted all of that. I promise you I did.. or at least I was learning to.
Until you told me yesterday I was ******* up your life, told me you hated me.. told me how I am always too much for you.
You officially broke me.. I honestly haven't smiled since.. Now we don't speak.. now I am alone with you again like I was before.
I miss you.. :( I can't do it without you, I can't do life without you.. :/
SuicidalChick 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 Feb 19, 2012