Struggle Town. Population- Me

I've spent a long time looking at this page, trying to get the words I want out. This as been pretty dificult for me to do, which is strange as I can normally say what I want when I can write it down.

I will be alright, but right now I am tired with 'dealing' with life. I really want things to get a little easier in my life, to have me feeling content and inspired. But I am far from that at the moment. I feel frustrated, and angry (more at myself than anything), and I feel like I am being pushed and pulled in every direction but the one I want to go in.

I keep trying to move forward, but right now I know as much as I try I am getting nowhere. That's a horrible feeling, and leaves me feeling low and disappointed with myself. I really don't know how I am supposed to get out of this hole though, a hole that feels like it is closing in on me. I feel like I want to scream, but in reality, the only one I have to scream at is myself. I don't want to struggle with life, I want to live it and enjoy it but I don't know how to get there...
TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
26-30, M
1 Response Sep 9, 2012

I hear u. I feel the Same way I wish I knew how to get out from under the pile of ****